Hmmpff... it's only Tuesday.. seems so far to Friday. Sitting here in front of the stupid monitor..  It's thunder storm outside, anxious to go home.. I'm so tired.. I have no idea why I always feel tired. Am I that old already? I don't think so...

I'm getting nervous about the wedding. Feels like I have nothing accomplished.. I keep on trying to concentrate myself to my career but everytime I keep on thinking how bout if the limousine didn't show up.. or how if my bouquet dried out.. or what's gonna happened if the cake fell apart.. I'm so scared that my perfect wedding won't be that perfect. Oh well.. Nothing is perfect in this world. I just keep on praying to God, so He will give me strength to go through every single day...

oh my.. the bright side is.. I have an awesome fiance.. and I will have the awesome in-laws :)